Friday, January 29, 2010

It has a pretty crummy week. I'm not even entirely sure why, but I know some of it has to do with being slapped in the face by reality more times than I'd like to admit. I got some big time wake up calls and it left me irritated, confused and well....kind of mad and sad. I found my self letting every little thing get under my skin. My poor children. They were yelled at and told to "knock it OFF" way more than they should have. It was one of those weeks where you find yourself sitting in your car in the Kinko's parking lot, slamming your hands on the steering wheel, throwing your phone to the ground and having a big ugly cry about a stupid text message. And then driving all the way home, sobbing the entire way. All while your 3 year old sits in the back seat saying "it's ok mommy, don't cry...don't be sad". And then that just makes you cry even more.
Yeah. That was me yesterday. I was a blubbering mess.
And it wasn't even because of the text message. That, I guess, is just what sent me over the edge. All the stuff....everything had just been building up all week and it finally just burst out in the middle of a dang parking lot on a Thursday afternoon.
I guess everyone needs a good cry every now and then.
I know my life could be a lot worse.
I've got it pretty good.
Anyway. Today is better. And tomorrow will be better than today.
I want to thank Nicole. Because her posts the last couple days have really helped put things back into prospective for me.
Today she said:
.perception and reality are two completely different things. and no matter how much you twist and manipulate the perception, the reality is always still the same. it is best to keep them as close to each other as possible.
It was just the exact thing I needed to hear.


Kimberly White said...

Sending you a big hug my friend! Glad today is better than yesterday! Kim

nicole said...

bummed to hear that you had a bad week...but glad to hear that you take it for what it is - and know that tomorrow can always be a better day.

also so glad to hear that my crazy ramblings this week were helpful - they were so helpful to me too actually - sometimes just getting it down and moving on is the best thing.

hope this week is better for you!!!!

CAmport said...

aww, dude. If you need to chat, gimme a call. Or email. I had no idea things were rough, thanks to stupid bloglines.

Maybe it's all worked out by now? If not, I'm here if you need me.

And, yes, everyone does need a good cry every now and again.